Pouring my heart out

On a blog

i obviously had to reblog this photo!!
and save it to my computer
and have it as my desktop background

i obviously had to reblog this photo!!

and save it to my computer

and have it as my desktop background

I dont like tumblr anymore its getting tooo deep

nearly cry every time i watch this scene

nearly cry every time i watch this scene

may aswell do a quiz :)

Start at the very beginning, what’s your name? Beck

What does your parents call you? Beck

What were you doing 10 minutes ago? on facebook

Where was your default picture taken? on my stairs

Has anybody ever given you butterflies? yeahh

What will you do after the survey? make some runny egg and soldiers again

Do you tend to rip the paper off water bottles? sometimes

How long does it take for you to fall asleep at night? i usually dont go to bed til around half 2/3am

When you shut off your alarm clock, do you tend to fall back asleep? if i dont have to go anywhere yeah

What are you looking forward to in the next few months? starting college mostly, stes band Sankofa getting more gigs hopefully, getting a job? just winter in general i love it

How do you feel about your hair? its iiite with extensions in like

How many TRUE best friends do you have? you’re lucky if you get 5 good friends in a life time. id say ste joel and anna are my true friends at the moment

Have you ever been with someone while they were throwing up? yeah but mostly it was people with me whilst i threw up

Would you go out in public right this moment? no i have pyjama pants and a bright red rocky horror show t shirt on and im a mess

What animal do you never want as a pet? cockroaches are the only animal i wouldnt have i think

How many times did you go see the Twilight movie? once but ive saw 2 of them which is bad enough

Are you ticklish? a bit like

Last time you cried? when i got my lip pierced cos my mum went mad at me and made me cry ;( hahaha

Do you know a lot of people with the same cell phone as you? a few people have it yeh i duno why cos its SHIT

Is your hair curly or straight right now? curly

Do you think you’ve changed over the past year? yeah loads im not as angry and bitter hahaha

Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months? yerrr

Can you hide your emotions? no i have to tell everyone how im feeling all the time

Does anyone love you? ste i hope!

Want to be taller or shorter? i dont mind being 5”1

What are you listening too? silence

When was the last time you really laughed so hard you couldn’t breathe? oh god knows probably the last time i saw Joel

Do you listen to music everyday? without fail

Dark hair or light hair in the opposite sex? im not really bothered

Who do you argue with the most? ste probably but just stupid little arguments

How many cigarettes have you smoked today? 2

What was the last thing you drank? diet coke

Are you confused at all? nope

Next time you will kiss someone? tonight probably

When was the last time you saw your father? like half an hour ago

Remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed? yeah it was outside polands dads house :) haha

Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now? probably not no haha

How long do you have until your birthday? like a whole year

Do you miss someone? not really

Who was the last person you cried in front of? my mum

Do you sleep with your door open or closed? closeddd

What do you want for your next birthday? i only really need a phone and i think im gettin one in november so nothing as of now

What’s bothering you right now? my chesty cough

What do you want in your life right now? runny egg and soldiers, a cup of tea and cigi, and i shall have all those things in a minute :)

Who was the last person to make you cry? my motherrr

Would you kiss the last boy/girl you kissed again? all day and all night :)

im bored today.

I have such a sore chesty cough probably from cycling to croxteth park in the rain and back again yesterday for college. Speaking of college though i am in love with the place i cant wait to start on Monday. There are loads of different rooms like an aquarium room with fish and turtles, a small animal room which has like mice, rats, guinea pigs, rabbits(which are like the size of DOGS by the way), and then they have the aviary which is where all the birds are and then the reptile/insect room which has tarantulas, lizards, snakes and cockroaches which are proper huge. plus one of the tutors has a parrot in there that tells you to fuck off but if you laugh when it does it then it knows you find it funny and carries on doing it and she doesnt want it to swear at people anymore so you’re not allowed to.

Also i got my timetable and its amazing;

Monday - Handling and Safe Working

           - Animal Accomodation

Tuesday - Maths (which theyre making me take again ;()

            - Aquatics

            - Enrichment (which is like trips out and stuff)

Wednesday - Animal Health

                - Animal Behaviour

                - Animal Feeding

Then im off for Thursdays and Fridays, thats the best timetable ive ever seen!

stes band sankofa which i done :-)

stes band sankofa which i done :-)

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